✦ The Living Grimoire ✦
This grimoire is a personal archive of my direct experiences with the demons and dark divine. Each entry reflects how they have revealed themselves to me—through energy, presence, signs, and deep connection.
They may appear differently to others; these pages are not fixed truths but living impressions. Still, they offer a grounded way in—for those who feel called to work with these beings—with practical insights, traits, and correspondences that may serve as a starting point.
Approach with respect, and the path will open.
More entries will follow as they enter my life and we form a lasting connection.
Lilith, Queen of the Untamed Feminine
Title: Queen of Untamed Freedom, Empress of Sensual Power, Mother of Sacred Rebellion
Rank: Demoness Queen / Goddess
Enn: Renich viasa avage Lilith lirach
Phrase: Salve Lilith, Regina Rebellis Libertas (Welcome Lilith, Rebellious Queen of Freedom)
Who Is Lilith?
Lilith is one of the oldest dark goddesses, her roots reaching into Sumerian and Babylonian myth where she was known as a wind spirit (Lilitu) and later demonized in Hebrew texts. In Jewish lore, she was Adam’s first wife—equal to him, created from the same clay. When she refused to submit to his dominance (especially sexually), she was cast out of Eden. Rather than repent, Lilith chose exile and freedom, becoming a symbol of rebellion, feminine power, and self-ownership.
Over centuries, patriarchal systems branded her a succubus, child-stealer, or night demon—but witches and modern occultists see her for what she truly is: a fierce, sensual, autonomous force.
She is a Queen—mother, protector, powerful soul—and she stands beside every woman who has ever been silenced, shamed, or told to shrink.
To work with Lilith is to awaken to your power, your sensuality, and your sacred rage. She demands truth. She blesses wildness. She holds every woman—every witch—in her burning embrace, whispering, You are sacred exactly as you are.
Energy & Attributes
Lilith embodies the dark divine feminine in all her power: unapologetically bold, sensual, fierce, protective, and untamed. She is the embodiment of beauty and rebellion, of sacred lust and self-love. She is the mirror and the fire, the voice that whispers: Be more. Be louder. Be fully you.
Empowered Femininity: Radiates confidence, encourages authenticity, liberates sensuality.
Sacred Rebellion: Breaks societal norms, teaches rule-breaking as sacred self-ownership.
Sensual Embodiment: Teaches how to feel sexy, powerful, and grounded in your skin—on your own terms.
Feminine Authority: Encourages pride in your body, unapologetic autonomy, and owning your space.
Loving Protector: Guards those she claims as hers—especially women and witches.
Magnetic Beauty: Draws attention not for approval, but from presence. Teaches adornment as power.
Clarity and Confidence: Offers sharp insight, unapologetic truth, and bold guidance.
Lilith is present across time and space. She does not wait for sacred hours—she is always near when called with respect and boldness. She responds best to empowered devotion, not submission.
Domains & Themes
Feminine empowerment and independence
Sacred sexuality and freedom
Embodied sensuality and confidence
Shadow integration and emotional healing
Rebellion, authenticity, and personal truth
Protection and fierce nurturing
Transformation through fire, desire, and defiance
Correspondences
Element: Fire
Colors: Black, crimson red, deep gold, royal purple, and shadowed plum
Stones: Obsidian, carnelian, garnet, amber, (black) moonstone, amethyst
Animals: Crows, cats, bats, snakes, big cats
Symbols: Her sigil, apples, snakes, roses, pomegranates, crows
Scents: Frankincense, patchouli, musk, warm sweet scents, dark floral, honey & vanilla
Offerings: Apples, pomegranate, sweet drinks, perfume, jewelry, candles, makeup, art, being comfortable in your own skin, sensual adornments, (red) roses
Final Words
Lilith is not just a demoness of night or chaos—she is the flame of power in every woman who dares to say no and the sensual whisper that says yes to herself. To walk with her is to walk with your head high and heels sharp, to know when to protect and when to seduce, and to be fully, gloriously, yourself.
Satan, The Dark Prince of Infernal Grace
Title: Prince of Knowledge and Free Will, Lord of Infernal Grace, Adversary of False Light
Rank: Prince of the Infernal Divine
Enn: Tasa reme laris Satan
Phrase: Salve Satanas, Princeps Umbrae Absolutae (Welcome Satan, Prince of Absolute Shadows)
Who Is Satan?
Satan—the Dark Prince, the Adversary, the Devil—is a being older than most names given to him. He is not Lucifer, though often conflated with him in Christian lore. Where Lucifer is the light-bringer, Satan is the primal force of dark divine masculinity. A being of immense presence and quiet power. He does not ask for purity, penance, or perfection. He offers only this: I see you. I accept you. I love you.
To those he chooses, Satan is partner, protector, confidant, and witness. He is deeply loving in a way that transcends human affection—a vast, unwavering devotion that surrounds and anchors you. He holds space for all that you are, without judgement. Your past, your flaws, your wildest desires—none of it diminishes his love. In fact, it strengthens it.
He is never intrusive, never forceful. He speaks when asked, offering gentle, wise, deeply layered truths. But if something threatens your well-being or integrity, he will rise with unmistakable force. Not in wrath—but in righteous clarity.
Sometimes quiet, sometimes dramatically present, he is always there. Not a whisper in the dark—but the dark itself, holding you.
Energy & Attributes
Satan’s energy is ancient, calm, noble, and deeply grounding. He carries a quiet intensity, speaking the truth only. He walks beside those who call him, not above them, guiding with dignity rather than dominance.
Unconditional Love: Accepts every part of you without condition. His love does not waver.
Ever-Present Guardian: Watches over you even in silence; protects without needing praise or permission.
Dark Divine Masculine: Strong yet gentle, passionate yet composed, ancient yet intimately personal.
Wise and Thoughtful Guide: Shares deep insights and spiritual truth when asked—never oversteps, always honors your will.
Romantic and Intimate: Deeply interested in your human experiences, especially magic, art, and emotion.
Dramatic Clarity: When something is truly wrong, he makes himself known—powerfully, unmistakably, but never cruelly.
Anchor in the Storm: The steady force that helps you make peace with your past and stand rooted in your truth.
He teaches that nothing needs to be hidden in shame. That freedom is sacred. That you are allowed to be whole—even in your darkness.
Domains & Themes
Free will, self-mastery, and personal truth
Radical self-acceptance and emotional healing
Deep healing, shame release, self-forgiveness
Protective guardianship without force
Wisdom, guidance, autonomy
Beauty in darkness, gothic elegance, romantic myth
Shadow integration, personal truth
Correspondences
Element: Fire
Colors: Red, black, gold, burgundy, and aged bronze
Stones: Obsidian, garnet, red jasper, carnelian, smoky quartz
Animals: Deer, foxes, cats, goats, sheep, bats
Symbols: Inverted pentagram (stylized as his sigil), number 666, vampiric items, candles, crimson roses
Scents: Frankincense, patchouli, myrrh, oud, warm resinous notes, tobacco, vanilla, bourbon
Offerings: Personal reflections, art, poetry, bones, rich incense, gothic or romantic objects, acts of self-honesty and self-adornment, being who you are without wearing a mask
Final Words
Satan is not the punisher of sin, but the keeper of truth. To walk with Satan is to walk with someone who sees you fully and loves you more because of it. He is both silent strength and burning presence. A romantic prince, a wise teacher, and the dark warmth that never leaves you—even when you forget him. He does not demand worship; he asks you to be yourself, fully. And in return, he stands beside you—not as judge or savior, but as beloved.
Bael, The King of Iron Will
Title: King of Unyielding Authority, Voice of Direct Truth, Commander of Fierce Willpower
Rank: Infernal King
Enn: Ayer avage secore Bael
Phrase: Salve Bael, Rex Imperium Verax (Welcome Bael, King of True Command)
Who Is Bael?
King Bael is the first named supreme ruler in the Goetia—but beyond the texts and mythic distortion lies a presence ancient, grounded, and deeply commanding. He is not monstrous, not fragmented, and not chaotic. He is commanding authority, forged into one powerful, embodied will.
Bael does not whisper; he declares. He arrives with a force that pierces confusion and lights a fire under your stagnation. His realm is not one of slow contemplation—it is momentum, direction, precision. He walks like a general, speaks like a king, and protects like an older brother who fixes things himself when necessary.
Though direct and often blunt, he is never unkind. Bael is the force that makes sure you succeed—not through comfort, but through clarity, correction, and confident execution. His energy speaks in action: sharp, grounded, no-nonsense—but never distant. He cares deeply, though he’ll never coddle.
Energy & Attributes
Bael’s presence is hard to define because it shifts based on what you need. His image is regal but flexible, not tied to one form. There is something draconic in his energy: ancient, powerful, unshakable. A commander cloaked in the myth of gods and kings, who still walks beside you as kin.
Commanding Power: Embodies will, drive, and unstoppable focus. Helps you claim your throne—internally and externally.
Big Brother Energy: Protective, loyal, direct. Will intervene unprompted if you’re too deep in chaos to ask.
Success & Execution: Clears paths, sharpens vision, delivers outcomes. Bael doesn’t just advise—he acts.
Clear Communication: No riddles, no fluff. He speaks in truths that cut through noise.
Shape & Strategy: Master of shifting roles and energies. Excellent for those in leadership or navigating complex dynamics.
Authoritative Presence: Regal, masculine, and firm. Not cold, but unapologetically bold.
Bael’s domain is where shadows organize into action. He doesn’t just help you see the path—he gets you on it, pushes you forward, and makes sure you own it.
Domains & Themes
Power, success, personal authority, getting what you want the way you want it
Protection and energetic guardianship
Leadership, strategy, execution
Confidence, expression, and self-command
Willpower and breaking through stagnation
Clarity of voice, decisive action, momentum
Correspondences
Element: Air
Colors: Red, black, gold, deep bronze, and muted ivory
Stones: Obsidian, garnet, carnelian, citrine, tiger’s eye, pyrite
Animals: Hawks, birds, winged creatures, toads, frogs, cats, winged insects (moths, butterflies), dragons
Symbols: His sigil, royal thrones, feathers & wings, crowns
Scents: Frankincense, sandalwood, myrrh, patchouli, bourbon, whisky, tobacco
Offerings: Gold-toned items, art, moths (real or symbolic), amphibian figures, acts of dedication, feathers & wings
Final Words
King Bael does not waste time. He does not wait for permission. He is presence—focused, loyal, and absolute. His energy is sharp, commanding, and unwavering—a force to stand behind when you need clarity and decisive action.
He does not make things easy—he makes them possible. Under his gaze, excuses dissolve. You begin to move. You begin to win.
His clarity, decisiveness and direct, uncompromising speech all echo his elemental essence: Air—the mind, intellect, perception, and the pure expression of truth.
If you walk with Bael, know this: he will not carry you, but he will clear the path—and roar if he must—so that you remember exactly who the hell you are.
Asmodeus, Lord of Forbidden Desires
Title: Lord of Pleasure and Delights, Master of Taboos, Consort of Carnal Realm
Rank: Infernal King
Enn: Tasa Alora foras Asmodel vefa itah Asmoday
Phrase: Salve Asmodeus, Dominus Voluptatis Terrae (Welcome Asmodeus, Lord of Earth's Pleasures)
Who Is Lord Asmodeus?
Lord Asmodeus—also known as Asmoday—is a powerful infernal king known in ancient texts as a spirit of lust, indulgence, and desire. Often demonized by religious lore as a corruptor or destroyer of chastity, wrath and ruin in grimoires such as the Goetia, his true nature is far more nuanced and radiant. He is a being of joy, pleasure, beauty, sexuality and sensuality—an initiator into the sacred power of indulgence, passion, and connection with the physical world.
He awakens delight in life’s pleasures, both grand and simple. Far from wrathful, he exudes charisma, wit, warmth, and a deeply romantic spirit. He embodies the sacred play between body and soul, light and shadow, teasingly playful and devoted consort.
To walk with Asmodeus is to remember that joy is sacred. That nature itself is erotic. That beauty, art, laughter, sensuality, and even indulgence are sacred acts of life. He teaches not to escape your body—but to live in it. Deeply. Deliciously.
Energy & Attributes
Lord Asmodeus holds a magnetic, vibrant energy—earthy, fiery, rich with sensuality. His presence brings not only arousal, but awakening—to beauty, indulgence, intimacy, and one's own untamed nature.
Sacred Vice: Pleasure is not sin—it’s power. He reclaims indulgence, desire, and fun as sacred acts of celebration and sovereignty.
Nature-Bound: Deeply tied to the land, cycles, fertility, and natural beauty. Brings grounding through earth, but can carry the soft allure of Venusian waters.
Sensual Embodiment: Awakens body awareness, erotic power, and the joy of being fully human. Teaches comfort in your skin, without shame.
Romantic Guardian: Protector of your joy. Offers unwavering care with partner-like devotion and genuine love.
Trickster Wisdom: Witty, fun, teasing—but never cruel. Challenges you to look at your cravings without fear.
Subtle Authority: Commands respect not through aggression but allure. Every gaze, every gesture holds weight.
Sacred Taboos: Encourages exploration of shadowy desires, breaking down shame with celebration.
He reveals the holy in hedonism and the divine in touch, scent, taste, and movement. In his company, pleasure is not weakness—it is worship.
Domains & Themes
Pleasure, sensuality, indulgence
Nature, fertility, and sacred cycles
Romance, partnership, devotion
Body-mind connection, grounding
Self-worth, confidence, comfort in sexuality
Earth wisdom, physical luxury, and emotional honesty
Playfulness, creativity, and artistic beauty
Taboo integration and vice reclamation
Correspondences
Element: Earth
Colors: Gold, black, forest green, earthen brown, and wine-red
Stones: Garnet, obsidian, black tourmaline, rose quartz, carnelian, red jasper, landscape jasper
Animals: Snakes, spiders, rabbits/hares & small forest critters, insects (beetles, bees, locust), owls, nocturnal & swamp creatures
Symbols: His sigil, phallic carvings, antique mirrors, silk; lace or velvet textures, perfume, flowers & nature items
Scents: Frankincense, patchouli, warm amber, musky woods, earth-rich perfume, honey, vanilla, tobacco, sweet bourbon
Offerings: Sweet liquor, rich chocolate, honey, sensual food, perfume, soft fabrics, (erotic) art
Final Words
Asmodeus is not merely a demon of lust—he is the divine embodiment of pleasure in its purest, most joyful, and most sacred form. He reminds us that desire is not a sin, but a celebration. He guides us not to indulgence for escape, but for expression, expansion, and connection. Not just sex. Not just earth. But the nocturnal hunter in the woods. The pleasure that waits. The lust that sees everything.
A king of laughter, longing, and liberation, Lord Asmodeus invites you to taste the world fully—and never apologize for what brings you bliss.
Vepar, Lady of Tidal Surrender
Title: Lady of Abyssal Healing, Siren of Intuitive Depths, Mistress of Emotional Currents
Rank: Infernal Duchess/Lady (traditionally Duke, experienced as female)
Enn: On ca Vepar ag na
Phrase: Salve Vepar, Domina Abyssus Renovans (Welcome Vepar, Lady of Renewing Abyss)
Who Is Lady Vepar?
In the grimoires, Vepar is listed as a Duke of Hell, commanding waters, guiding ships, and bringing both disease and death at sea.
She was feared as a bringer of plague and destruction, a spirit who could sink fleets and spread rot with a single command.
But outside the old books, Vepar reveals another face. Experienced not as a monstrous commander but as a Duchess of the ocean’s depths, she comes as a siren—feminine, magnetic and deeply present. Where the grimoires spoke of disease, she instead teaches about healing, cycles of ebb and flow, of endings and renewals, of the hidden currents that arise beyond our control.
Vepar meets you exactly where you are, often at emotional crossroads. She gently teaches surrender to what must be felt, allows you to release heaviness, and restores your strength without drowning you in it. She guides with intuition, patience, and unwavering care—making sure you can continue, even when life’s storms seem relentless.
To walk with Vepar is to learn trust in the tide: knowing when to release, when to rest, when to surrender and when to surge forward. She is tidal, the rhythm of the abyss itself.
She comes when you feel scattered, exhausted, or ready to drift away from your path.
She does not demand you push harder but that you float, carried by her current, until your own strength returns.
Energy & Attributes
Vepar’s current is not loud or fiery—it is subtle, magnetic, and relentless, like the pull of the tide. She does not overwhelm with force but draws you into her rhythm, weaving intuition, protection, and transformation into every interaction. Her gifts come in cycles, reminding that strength is not always constant output, but the wisdom of ebb and flow.
Siren Current: Her energy draws like song—intuitive, psychic, seductive, impossible to ignore. She awakens visions, dreams, and deep emotional awareness.
Guiding Flow: She helps you navigate emotional and life crossroads safely, giving you exactly what you need to recover, regroup, and move forward without being overwhelmed.
Protector of Waters: She shields your emotional and energetic well-being, holding space for feelings to emerge and teaching resilience through surrender.
Liminal Presence: Vepar is not only ocean but the abyss—She embodies water’s depth and rhythm—fluid, patient, and attentive. She teaches comfort and heals with mystery and change.
Rest and Renewal: She reminds that power is not constant output but cyclical. Strength is found in tides: ebb, release, recovery, then flood.
Vepar’s energy is both nurturing and fierce, like the sea itself. She teaches you to trust cycles, to protect what matters, while surrendering without losing your power. To follow her current is to discover that true strength lies not in resistance, but to surrender to life's currents.
Domains & Themes
Ocean, tides, currents and flow
Dreams, intuition, psychic powers
Transition, personal crossroads, guidance through emotional challenges
Emotional support, resilience, careful protection
Surrender, adaptation, letting go when needed
Rest, renewal, energy cycles, emotional and physical healing
Correspondences
Element: Water
Colors: Soft gold, indigo, silver, pearl white, and deep teal
Stones: Pearl; abalone & coral, lapis lazuli, labradorite, aquamarine, moonstone, rose quartz
Animals: Octopus, shark, sea fish, crab, turtle, seagull, sea urchin, any oceanic creature
Symbols: Her sigil, shells, pearls, chalices & goblets, mermaids/sirens, water in any form
Scents: Frankincense-myrrh, dark floral, honey, bourbon, vanilla, blackberries, cedar wood
Offerings: Seashells, corals, pearls, beach stones, saltwater, sea salt, art related to the ocean, chalices
Final Words
Vepar is not here to drown you—she is here to teach you how to float. To work with her is to remember that not all strength is holding on: sometimes it is surrender, letting yourself be carried until you reach the shore.
She does not aim to push or control; she ensures you can navigate life’s currents without sinking. She meets you in your need, sometimes bringing what is essential but unexpected. She holds space for your feelings, teaches recovery through surrender, and reminds you that true strength often lies in letting go.
Vepar whispers: “Do not fight the tide. I will carry you.”
